POETRY COLLECTION

OVERJOYED
F or all the friends I've known,R aces I have met,A ngels I have drawn,N otes I have sung,C ontest I have joined,I ntrigues I have encountered,S till sorrow is within me--C an't imagine how far I amA spiring for someone specialS eeking for true loveT hinking of what to doI can't stop it!...L ying within myselfL ying to you...but honestlyO verjoyed, because I have found you.

The day when my grandmother died
...the day when my grandmother died she said to me, "I like your song. Could you sing this for me when I die? I've seen you the things I've wished I could be when I was young. Could you sing this once again?" Then she held my hands and added "Congratulations!" and she've given me the perfect smile that I couldn't forget. Then I saw my mother. Standing in the corner of the room with flaming tears in her eyes, and bleeding wounds in her heart as she've lost her mother. "Mother, I love you" I said to her and she cried more. Her tears formed as crystals before they fell down and broke like salt on the ground. "I'm so proud of you, son" she said to me. "Could you, please, sing me this song also when I die? I've seen you the things I wished I could be when I was young. Could you, please, sing me the song once again? Before I finally say goodbye to my mother?" she added. I cried, and cried, and cried, while singing to her my song. "Father, why are you crying?" asked my son. "Nothing, son" I responded. "It's just a song of our hearts. Soon, I might request you to sing me this song, and you will know what it is"...
Evelyn
Since the beginning, you are so uniqueI was impressed by your love and kindnessYou guided me 'til I am who I am nowYou have taught me all goodAnd so I am thankful to GodEvelyn, ... what a beautiful name!Joy to my heart and memories I could cherishMy inspirationWhen I see you cry, I feel sorrowI could feel the way how you feelI'm glad to see you happyAnd my world is brighterYou are my admirationYou are my lifeI wish that everybody will be like youTo spread the kind of love that you haveAnd the world will be like youEvelyn...
My bright star
i'm trying to smash down the black stars out of my headto protect the new one that i have met just recently--but the black sun's keep on bothering meas in he owns and knew me so well.i have asked the darkness to keep my nightmares awayas the black moon's tempting me to forget my bright star--he's commanding the serpent to bully me and accept him,too much to worry about them.bright star's always shining on me to see the lighti use to control myself recognizing the darkness--they have had spells on me to believe them,and leave me after destroying everything.why will i trust them? ...i really don't know myself--but this time, i want to think--i rather choose my bright star to be with me forever.
LOVE WAS MADE OF
I use to creep all the time to see my adorable Jenny I use to court her but she likes Mark more than me Mark is one of our neighbors and a known drug addict He’s always involved with some fights and rumbles But certainly, he’s a very good-looking man And no wonder why Jenny likes him He belongs to the “Rich and Famous Family.” One time, I saw them two together It seems to me that they are having an argument And that Mark slapped her once While she’s trying to say something Then again, a job on her stomach In which caused her pains And blood on her nose. I feel hurt seeing her in pain But I couldn’t help her I just keep myself hide So they couldn’t see me creep. Then I’ve lost them on my sight for a moment But I still keep on looking and observing Until I’ve seen them again Already lying on bed, making love And Jenny was the one on top. I look down and close my window As I feel jealous. Suddenly, I’ve heard a gun shot So, I’ve opened my window again and look But I have seen nothing Their windows are closed Covered with curtains. But as I’m bothered with the gunshot I’ve tried calling Jenny’s phone number And nobody have answered Then I started to worry about her. I tried calling her number again for few more times But still nobody’s answering the phone. I’m so worried and don’t know what I really feel Until such time my phone rungs And I’ve answered this immediately. It was Jenny, --crying, and feared As she have killed Mark And she doesn’t know what to do. I was also feared knowing this But I was also concern about her And so I came and helped her. I helped her make everything clean and clear. We have putted Mark’s body inside the wooden box We have found it in their old garage Then wiped Mark’s left blood on the floor Using my own bare hands Then inserted him inside the compartment Of their car and drive, and both speechless. Until we’ve reached the place In where, no people were around And found a deep hole With our voice echoing while we talk And there we chute Mark’s body And leave without looking back. Week have past, Mark’s parents begun looking for him Nobody knows where he is… and so do Jenny and me They have reported it with the Police And did some investigations and searches And been also to the forest where we’ve thrown him But still couldn’t find anything The deep hole were now covered with wild plants and grasses And became the place for bats. It has been a year Jenny and I have just kept it to our selves Our nightmares And we are now living together in a roof With our newborn son, Marcus.
MY FATHER’S PICTURE
How funny my father’s picture was. Just like Mona Lisa! …How funny, he looks like my youngest sister—I could feel my love for him while looking at his eyesHow funny, because after all the difficulties in life,He was able to finish his study in College—How funny, because he dress good—I could still recall my younger years—He’s more sweet and kind when drunk—I could easily ask him money—Not as crazy as other man that was influenced by alcohol—He sleep as peacefully and as quiet as my cat.How funny, because he’s still the same until now—How funny, because he’s still enjoying his life—He never changed.I wish… he could always stay besides me—So I will always be happy and calm—He’s superb! … Un-comparable! …I don’t want to loose him— I love him—And that’s why I’m doing the same things as him—And that my future son should do the same as me—Happy when looking at my picture, just like my father.
I'LL WAKE-UP MR. SHAKESPEARE AND TELL HIM MY STORY
Wake-up, Mr. Shakespeare, come alive! ... There were more inspired people who wish to read your poems-- So blooming, dramatic and extraordinary. Can I dig you up and tell you my story?I guess you wanted to listen and includemy life story in your writings-- So others will be more inspired about me. What the heck, I have never met you before! Should you can write my story,What kind of story will it be? ... Am I happy, worried, feared or successful? Wake-up, Mr. Shakespeare, come alive! Tell us more about your thoughts that were buried on earth and not been saved to computers-- Wake-up, Mr. Shakespeare, come alive! ... and come alive with me--
Will You Still Eat?
the sun blasted because of your dangerous words--
you have your tail with you while you walk--
with your crown plated in gold,
and showering in your own perspiration.

with your nightmares,
even the moon's dreaming--
dreaming of becoming God,
and create the world on fire.

you give food to others, you eat--
it's in your mind, in which a lie--
to impress the many,
you wore a mask.

will you still eat of some good traits?
and not become a pineapple that was full of eyes?
or a citrus that was too sour?

will you still eat and be interested to know the truth?
or you'll continue with your darkest sides,
and dream of becoming a God?
A Letter for Mahal, My Love
Dear one
I just would like to tell youThat my love is like thunderAnd my feeling is lightningI love you more than everI could feel it in my veinsI could see it in the openIt is falling like rainI adore youYou are roses red and greenYour smile is just like windYour face is like a dreamTouch me, my dearHear my heart, it's singingMy voice is just like swingingMy love is never-endingDeeply as a sorrowLiving as a shadowLife of mine might endBut my love is for eternity
A Simple Lyric
Du-du-du, da-da-da...A song without meaningRomeo and Juliet's theme?I don't think soSomething's going on!Ba-be-bi-bo-bu...Understand the meaning?Good, how nice of you!Artistically you're blueRomeo and Juliet's theme? Nope!It's just a simple lyricNothing seems so wrong
A Simple Lyric
Du-du-du, da-da-da...A song without meaningRomeo and Juliet's theme?I don't think soSomething's going on!Ba-be-bi-bo-bu...Understand the meaning?Good, how nice of you!Artistically you're blueRomeo and Juliet's theme? Nope!It's just a simple lyricNothing seems so wrong
Earth
Earth, land and lifePlants, trees, humans and animalsEarth so called, creation of GodWith love and peace right from the startHere we are living on earthWith enough food and water to drinkHave views to see and fresh air to breatheOceans to sail and mountains to climbEarth, land and lifeFrom the beginning up to the end...
Give Me Another Chance
Believe me when I tell youExtraordinary are my feelingsTo you I could giveMy heart and my everythingDon't you ever have The same feelings for meGo ahead and say itSpecial word of mouthOh I am so sorryOh I am so badGod knows how I love youGive me another chance
I Am Wondering Why?
I could feel the differenceDays, nights, heat and coldAll of these ask me questionsWhat is happening?When I look at my skinI see skin, just a skinBut why I could feel something?What is in the skin?When I look at the skyI see cloudsThis forms many thingsas I imaginedI hear birds, singingI see man and womanThey seems so sweetBut in the end, nothingIt's hard to explain whyWhat is happening?In me, in my life and in the worldI am wondering, why? ...
Good Friend
Since the day we've metI've always been so gladYou are very funnyYou don't want me to be sadYou're always there for meTo lend your helping handShowing your compassionAnd giving some adviceNow that we are farThen I realizeThe funny things togetherWe've shared during our timesYou are a good friendYou're always in my mind
I Am Wondering Why?
I could feel the differenceDays, nights, heat and coldAll of these ask me questionsWhat is happening?When I look at my skinI see skin, just a skinBut why I could feel something?What is in the skin?When I look at the skyI see cloudsThis forms many thingsas I imaginedI hear birds, singingI see man and womanThey seems so sweetBut in the end, nothingIt's hard to explain whyWhat is happening?In me, in my life and in the worldI am wondering, why? ...
I Love You I
I don't know exactlyhow can I explain what love meansAll I know is how to loveand give it all the best that I couldI love youNo one could change it.
I'm A Trying Hard Poet
Seating on the chairWriting on the paperThinking what to sayDigging for the spellsSuddenly stoppingEyes focused to nothingUsing all my feelingsMind is always thinkingHow to write a poem?To touch the deepest heartsTo make them feel so happyAnd see my hidden gutsThat is who I amA trying hard poetAlone inside the roomFull of imaginations
I'm Alone In The Dark
On bed looking for nothingI could feel the windI'm feeling so diff'rentSilent is the nightLonely as the lightIn a room where I'm seatedUnseen the joy of lifeI think it's all diff'rentEveryday in lifeOutnumbered...Smiles are there to hideSilence...Nobody to talk toWhat do I feel?I'm alone in the dark
If I Could Only Be Brave
If I could only be braveFor all the sufferings in my lifeI will not cry, and I will be heardIf I could only be braveFor all the situations untoldI will not be hurt, and I will be heardIf I will only be braveFor all the dangers in lifeI will not suffer, and I will be heardIf I could only be braveI could always smileI could always be happy, and I will be heard
Love
Dedicated to all who are still wondering about their feelings
It's a four letter wordThat is easy to sayThat is easy to writeThat is easy to readThat is easy to spellBut not to perceiveBecause of the powerNot easy to believeIt can't be avoidedIt can't be escapedCoz deep in the heartIt always existSomeone will fallSomeone will hurtBecause of the feelingsIt always insist
My Father And My Mother
They are the greatest gift of GodWho was born to let me seeThe color of the worldTo let me hearThe sound of musicAnd let me dance with no fear But happiness forever....They are the lifeWho gave me lifeThe light that lights my wayAnd gives hope to my dreamsThat no one could ever have
My Grandmother
When my eyes openedIn this beautiful worldShe was there holding meCov'ring me with clotchesAnd old womanWith a smiling faceKissing and hugging meTo feel her warmth embraceI feel somethingThe electric in my bodyIt goes on to my veinIn my heart and in my mindI know...She is the rootWho showed light to my motherWho showed light to meHow can I forget...She is my grandmotherI love herAnd I missed her
My Kind Of Sounds
Everywhere I go, I could hear soundShouting voices, music and hornsHa-ha-ha!Hi-hi-hi!Ho-ho-ho!All diff'rent, all-loudWhat do I have?I never tried to create oneStory to be told?Memories to be cherished?What else? ...Oh I am so wrongI couldn't blame myselfListening to others' voicesWhile I also haveHa-ha-ha!Hi-hi-hi!Ho-ho-ho!
My Obscuration
You and I can walk the sameCan do the same, can act the sameBut that's not all 'coz I can feel'Coz I can eat, 'coz I can smellYou were there if there's lightLight is life, that's your lifeLight is light, life is lifeBut if no light, you have no life
My Sister, My Dream
The time she was born she was so cuteI wanted to carry her but I can'tI wanted to teach her but I can'tTime goes by, everything changedWe have diff'rent futureWe have diff'rent livesNow, the time has comeAll I wish to do for her was just a dreamI couldn't do it, I just can't do itBut why will I be afraidShe is my sister, my cute-cute sisterI could feel her loveThe way she took care of meI am not afraid...I am not alone...I am not sad...I have a sister...
My Time Is Over
Sometimes it's hard to explain thingsEven a simple word is hard to spellTime is tickingWater is stillHeart is beating, andSun is shiningThere's so many things that are unseenMore better than words and tangible thingsTime is fastWater is blueHeart could feel, andWind blowsToday I am here, tomorrow I will be goneAnd that's my life is, my wonderful lifeNow, my time is overDry as the leavesDark as the nightBut I'm happy all my life
Now And Forever
The love that I told you onceeven many years has to comeit's the same love I will sayand give to you now and forever...
Now Without You
Oh what's the day if it's just like this?So lonely night, and every nightI dream that you are close to meSometimes I wonder, you promised meThat you and I belong to beAnd no one else could separateBut now I'm here to remind youThat I still do love you moreTill you come back, and say that tooSometimes I recallwhen I'm courting youYou said, darling I love youPlease don't be afraid'coz I'm always with youBut what's that forNow without you
Only Then
Since the first day I met youYour face is always in my mindI could see you in my dreamsEveryday and every nightThat day...I wanted to tell you how I feelBut I'm afraidI am so afraidBut as the time goes byThen I realizeThat I loveThat I need you by my sideNow I need you backPlease forgive mePlease believe meI need you in my life
Remembering The Blue
Just a few years agoUnder the big roofDoors are open, andYour love is for realAfter a while...Months had pastEverything was changed, andLoneliness is all that I have
Sometimes It's Just A Dream
Sometimes I don't know if I love youI always feel you have someone elseI don't know if it's true that you love meBecause sometimes...You don't know that you're hurting meSometimes, I can't control my eyes from cryingEvery time we're togetherYou can't help yourself looking at someone elseI don't know why you keep on doing itWhile you said you love meOne day, I had a dreamWe are living in a desertLife seems so difficult, but we hold our handsBut when I wake up, you are gone...Sometimes I'd like to believe in dreamsWhat does this tell me, what does this mean?Is this true, or just a nightmare?What is the problem?
Sun And Moon
Oh God creator of SunGive us light and show the waySo we can see the joy of lifeAnd feel the world that full of loveLet the Moon shines at nightWith the stars up in the skyIt gives us peace and quiet lifeAnd let our dreams shines so bright
Tears
Heart flamed in sorrowDeep sense in blueScarlet is the rainThe lot is in darknessThe dread here it comesDestroying all the hopesBurying all the faithAnd digging all the troublesWho then will be thrilled?In this wholly gross judgmentsThat even lights and thunderUnindependently reactingBut then it's not the endThat there's still hopeThat darkness will be fadedAnd tears will be ended
The Answer
Knowing somebody is a hardworkIntroducing self is also a hardworkMore time is neededEverything seems so difficultNobody knows what's going to happen nextSomething is missing?It's an endless storyNo things remain the sameGod only knows
The Instinct
In a city while going homeI saw a guy, I was tenseI look at him, he respondedI smiled, he smiled tooI stopped, he stoppedThere we walk, we become friendsThe other day, he calledwe see each other, we sleepThen I go, I was ashamedBut he said...We'll do it again!
The Mirror
Standing in front, askingWondering why...To many questions in mindThe mirror said...Look at me, what do you see?Touch me (cutting off)...How will I do that?It is a question with a questionHaven't you learned how?Looking at nothing...Eyes were openSuddenly, looking againStanding straight...Eye to eye contactIs this me, Who am I?The mirror answered...I am you, you have meBut how can I help you?Ask Thee...
The Mother And Her Angel
One day in her lifeShe thinks...Her dream was fulfilledThe Doctor said...You are Pregnant!It was her moment of truthThe unexplainable feelings were feltTime is fastShe couldn't hide the giftBut when the time comesNo sound was heardSilence...Darkness...Tears...And heart cries...
The Quicksand And The Promise
I hate to say the words, but I have tooBecause I love you, I love you 'til the endWhy can't you forgive me?I'm just a human beingI don't know what is happeningI don't know what I've doneSincerely my loveThis is hard for meMy world is like a dustMy life is in a quicksandHold my hand my loveTake me from the darkCover me with loveTo leave my fears behindTruly I could tell youMy love for you is realI can never live without youGod knows how I feel
The Shadows In My Life
In the darkI hide myself like a cowardI refuse to reveal myself in the lightAnd living in my own disgustHeaven will seeAll the things inside meSoon there will beNo more shadows behind meAnd IWill leave my life without curiosity
The Suitors
Here they are againKnocking on my headForming a straight lineAnd my mind are so tiredAll of them are niceSo funny and so brightBut I couldn't handle themOnly one-by-oneWho then will I choose?I couldn't figure outMy feelings are diff'rentAnd my eyes are blurredMaybe, it is not the right timeNothing of them I likeI could feel it in my heartI couldn't do to lieHere they are againKnocking on my headForming a straight lineBut for now, they are just friends
The Training
Before anything elseUnderstanding are neededGood ideas are welcomedAttitudes are observedRecess are requestedInteractions near the end, andNotes are correctedFuthermore...Attendance are filledMinutes are recordedIsn't it goodLearning is powerYou'll never regret
There Is Light In The Dark
Light o lightSoon you'll fade in sightIn the darkness when you hideSeems the end of lifeLove o loveSoon can not be feltSorrows locked in tightTears and pain insideWind o windWhispers never endTell me what to doTo lighten my heart blueGod o GodGive me clearer sightsTo see the light in darknessAnd see the color of lifeThere I could seeMy heart will be freeMy feelings would agreeMy life will be happy
Together, Forever
We've been together for many yearsand again, it's a special day for usto remember the love that we've sharedthe tears, the happiness, the joyand the hope that we will be togetherforever...
What Is This?
What is this?I couldn't understandThe feelings in my heartI don't know what to doI don't know where to goI want to walkI want to runI want to laughI want to cryBut I can'tI couldn't understandWhat is this? ...
While I'm All Alone
While I'm all aloneMy wishes are trueIt's all happeningIt's all possibleWhile I'm all aloneAll my dreams are trueMemories are recalledCounting all the blueWhile I'm all aloneI could feel the windI could feel the wondersGod have given meI am wondering whyWhy I'm all aloneAsking myself as alwaysBut nothing is being done
Who Then Will I Choose?
When I felt love, I was so afraidI was so confused, but always dreamingI don't know what to doMy mind's seems so emptyWhy can't I stop my heartbeating not to love?Shouting for affectionWhy-o-why-o-love?Why is it like this?The person whom I hateIs the person who does love meWaiting 'til the endWho then will I choose?If the person that I loveIs the person who doesn't love meWhy-o-why-o-love?
You
Dedicated to all deserving friends
You are so kindYou are so niceYou are so helpfulYou are so dearYou are so richBut that's not itBecause I need youYou are my wealth
You Are My All
Sing for me my loveHum like a birdIn my heart let it feelsRepeatedly and deepI feel that I love youEvery hour, every minutesYou are my all, my everything
"Under A Quicksilver Moon"
I thank GodFor hearing my prayersFor letting me knowMyselfBefore,I use to ask questionsWhy?Who am I?What is this?What will I be?What in the world is for me?And see only darkness in my lifeBut these things changed nowI'm happy!I'm proud!I'm glad!After so many years of tryingOf become the person that I use to beI have finally known myself"Under A Quicksilver Moon"
A Clown
Who could tell me that I am happy?While they don't know what is inside me;I think that all has it's own duty,And me in the world,Just making things funny.
A Letter To A Special Father
(Dedicated to my father Pablo S. Bugarin of Nueva Ecija, Philippines)
Dear Father,I don't know how can I thank you,you have given me all that you haveeven a single centavo in your pocketjust to see me smile and happy.I am very much grateful to have youand hope that you'll always stay the same.As your son/daughter,I will do everything to make you proud,to see the smile on your face too.I would like to show you the worldas what you wanted me to experience before.I could understand why?you weren’t able to give it to me alland you don't need to do it anymoreas I'm doing it for you.With the blessing of our "Almighty"and as it's my pleasure to serve youbecause you are specialand no one could replace you in my heart.
A Letter To God
Dear God,I'm sorry I am latemy friend was gone--In heaven I praywhen I see him againI will say sorry--How shameful I amI never thank himhe gave me wisdom--He keep in touchI tend to ignoreI hate myself--But now I knowI still have timeso I pray...God, ...have mercy!I miss my friendhope he forgive me--Hopelessly yours,Myself
All Dif'rent Things
All dif'rent languagesAll dif'rent landsAll dif'rent racesBut we are one'This beaut'ful worldUnder the sunLife seems so fun!
Am I Alone?
Am I alone? ...Why I've left behind?I showed all my love-but what's my prize?Whe're those beaut'ful-words that impressed me?Suddenly, all are gone.Popped like a bubble.Whe're those tenderness?affections, and true love?Am I alone? ...
Angel's Eyes
Angel's eyes, I seeRoaving all around meLove is all I feelEvery hour, everydayNothing in my eyes I seeEverywhere I go, but youCan't believe it's trueAngel's eyes was on youMakes me feel so in-loveAnother hardwork for me tooCan't help myself, but I like youHoly Angel taught me youOnly love could make us two
Application Poem
Dear Sir/Madam:I am just a poor one,looking for a job,seeking for improvements,hope you give me one.I will be so happy,if you could weigh me up,and truly I could tell you,this could make me laugh.if you could give me chance,I'll do all what I can,my willingness to help you,make everything well done.thank you, Sir/Madam,hoping for response;more power to your companyGod bless!From me,Poor one
At Night Before I Sleep
before the sun say goodbyeI use to walk in the cloudsand fly like a dove--and when the moon shinesI use to smile like the starsand whisper like the wind--and not only that!'cause I use to walk over the seaand go accross the oceanand climb the mountains high--and all of these are happening,at night before I sleepwhile thinking of you
At Work
Early in the morning when you wake upPreparing for a new day, yawningReflexing and having breakfastCoffee or tea...When you are ready, time to goGreeting colleages and reading memosFacing computers, doing reportsAnd performing dutiesAt work, there are situationsCan be politics or entertainmentCan be rumors or hearsaysAll are disggusting!Sometimes, we tend to forget other's egoWe are mad and shoutingJust like dog barkingBut never bitingThese things does happened at workBut we are professionalsWe are earning then...We are happy!
Because I Love You I
I told you this beforeand I'll tell you this againthat my feelings are truethat I love you--eventhough you abhor mekick me out of your dooror put me into grinderI still love you--nobody can control meeventhough they are greateventhoughbecause I love you--
Because I Love You II
I wish---I could touch the skyI wish---I could step on the moonI wish---I could fly to the windjust to impress youbecause I love you
Because I Love You III
if I could only do the trickI will flick my fingersfor you to see me--I will wave my handsfor you to come with me--I'll whisper to your earsand say "I love you"--and I will change the worldbecause I love you
Because I Love You IV
Call me then as an animal,still, I would accept.Serve me then a poison,I'll drink it for you.No matter what you do,still, I will show you,-that my love is true,Because I love you...
Because I Love You V
I know you're sick and tiredof all of my questions--but you never know,me too--but thenI'll still ask you the same questionseven you got so irritatedbecause I love you
Bringing Back The Memories of The Sweetest Past I
everydayI keep on looking to our roombringing back your memoriesand your sweetnessevery nightI'm trying tooto feel your loveand touchI feel so sadeverytime I remember you'cause I couldn't acceptthat you'll be gone in my lifebut thenwhen time comesI'll se you againin heavenand if it's only a dreamI don't want to wake-up anymore'cause I want to be with youforever
Bringing Back The Memories of The Sweetest Past II
when the sky's turning greyI'm trying to realize your face in the cloudsyou're smiling at meand waving your hands to greet meI feel so happythat even in my imaginationsI could see youthings that I've never done before,only since I met youyou really changed my life,you've changed my everythingeven my worldnow, I'm already used to it,'cause I know you're thereto guide meI know, you know how I love youand that I'm willing to give everything,even my lifeso please wait for meand in the garden of Eden we will meet
Bringing Back The Memories of The Sweetest Past III
I'm preparing my dinner nowI could still remember the timewhen you're setting up our tableplacing the candles on topwith your favorite flowersand while I'm still taking my bathwhat a lovely dinner!...we use to share everythingas we've bowed beforeinfront of the churchwith the toss of champagneand waiting for my wordsabout the food you've preparedit was so delicious!...'cause I know you prepared this with loveand from the bottom of your heart...nobody can serve me the same dinner'cause you are so different and specialhow I wish you're still hereso my dinner's lovely again.
Bringing Back The Memories of The Sweetest Past IV
when I got home you are therewaiting for me in the sofa--you use to kiss meso my stress will come outfrom my whole day of work--you're taking out my shoesand serve me a drink--you're fixing my thingsand lead me to the room--you are so quiet'cause you know that I'm tired--and waiting for me to relaxed.before we sleepyou use to hug me--and in the morning when I wake upeverything has been arranged--from my breakfast until I leave.you never got tired of serving me,that's why I miss you so much--I wish you're still here to care for me again
Can't Say I love You
Love you? love you-love youbeat of my heart for you--Please do! please do-please dosaid of my mind for you--Go on! go on-go onmy guardian angel too--I do! I do!everyday I see youI can't say I love you
Candles
Candles could affect us in many waysIt could give us lightIn the darkness of the nightIt could give us joyDuring the moments in our livesIt could give us romanceFor a perfect dateAnd it could make us cryIf someone past awayAs this symbolizes two thingsWhich is love, and life...
Christmas
Joyous, joyous!Heavenly peaceThe day has comeMournings are goneCelebration!Jesus was bornSins are all healedGiven the freedomHoly, holy!Pray for the worldThat day will not endAnd peace 'til the endAll hearts are merryFaces are smilesLaughters are gloryHearts are freedomWhat a wonderful season!Christmas could bringThat love and affectionSensationally are strong
Could Accept, Thy Love Is Great
I'm sorry, I've done so wrongI'm sorry, I've hurt thy feelingsI've left thee, all aloneAs I've found someone,-With no goodbye-I know for sure, it was painfulEverybody said, thee criedStill thee never changed,-Still, thee never changed-I'm sorry that, 'missunderstood theeI'm sorry that, I made thee cryIf I only knew, if I only knew-But then my love, 'thy love was true'Could accept, thy love is great-
Deepest Appreciation
(A letter from Mrs. Judy Bugarin-Amel of Philippines)
The same scenario...Do you know we're sad again?Because you are leavingto find the right way for youfor your future, and for all of us--We're sorry we couldn't give you thingsthat you could bring on your journeybut please allow us to thank youfor everything you've done in our livesand for all your plansand dreams to see us smile--We do hope you understand us sometimeswith all our decisions in life--We don't know how to pay youwith all your kindness, and love--Thank you so much!...On your journey,please bring with you our heartour prayers, and most of allour deepest appreciation--
Discriminating Persé
How dare you shout at me!You think you are the great?Don't call me a moronYou sham!How well educated are you?You doesn't know how to treat person with respectDon't teach me to abhor youBe kind...I treated you as a friendI acknowledge you with smileDon't think I am a stupidI could be a stupid!Prove to me you're wearing the right attireDon't be a "Plastic Man!"...Look back and thinkEliminate your angerBe white, with eagerness to helpWear your smile and friendly faceStep carefully and be known to othersAnd not be a disriminating persé!
Dried Leaves
Time will comeall of us will grow oldand everything will fade awayeven our memoriesJust like leavesfalling from the treesthat dries in timeand attached to the landThings are greatbut nothings' lastas it's already writtenall of us will be gone...and we'll never knowwhere we're going to...
Edward's Hand I
These past days since Christmas,I feel very sad and lonely;No matter how hard I try,I still feel desperate of love--From my loved ones. . . .Then suddenly, beyond my expectation,I received a card from you;Can't stop tears from falling down my cheeks.It's an overwhelming experience,In spite of the fact that I'm far from you. . . .I guess this kind of loveWill be for a lifetime;And it's all you--For life . . .
Edward's Hand II
Because of love--I've learned to cry when I feel hurtBecause of love--I've learned to be more patient and forgivingBecause of love--I've struggled and survived to be faithfulBecause of love--I've regained strength to conquer the trialsBecause of love--I've realized how important you areBecause of love--I've learned to love you even moreAnd because of love--It makes my life more meaningful
Edward's Hand III
when there's no traces of communication,and I am nowhere to find,don't judge me that I've left you.since when did I abandoned you?ever since I told you the reason why,when I'm nowhere to find,it doesn't mean I left you;how come there's always questionand fear that you will lose me?I can say goodbye if I want to,but I will never leave you--because I love you.
Edward's Hand IV
my lovewe've been together for so many years nowand I would like to tell you that for those yearsI have shown you all the best that I canto prove that I love you--I was really fortunate then to have you in my life.I treasured every moments when we're togetherand for the trials we've encounteredwe both never give up--and that's why I love you so much--please take care of my love
Edward's Hand V
I would like to let you knowthat death could only stop my heartfrom loving you--eventhough I'm here, far from youI will always stay faithfuland clean--I will not find anyone elsebut you--I love you so much!it's all coming from my hearteveryday, and everynight--it's always youand only you--so believe me when I tell youthat I will not leave youfrom dust 'til dawn--I will always stay besides youbecause I love you
Edward's Hand VI
no matter what lies ahead of usno matter what challenges we will encounterno matter how odds against oddsno matter how painful it would beI will always be there for youto keep my promisefor the rest of my life
Edward's Hand VII
eventhough you're far from memy love will always stay the same--it's an everlasting and unweaken feelingsas to you I've felt this--true and honestno doubts--that's what I'm believingso my love is for you--please don't you worryabout the love that I'm giving you'cause nobody can do the sameas the love that you've shown me--wherever you are nowI would like to let you knowfrom the bottom of my heartI really love you--please take careas I care for you--please don't forget my perfumewhen you come home
Empty Pouch
You started as calm, no demands;Satisfied to what you have:Enjoying your job, friendly,And always smiling-Later on, you are asking;What is this and what is that?That what you've got is not enough;And you started to complain-In your mind, they doesn't care;So, you tend to retiliate:Taking this and taking that;Don't care what happened, and so what?The Body soon have informed you;Of lost of Company's accounts:But you never listen, you doesn't care;Until such time, it all wound up-Oh how poor you are now my friend;You've got nothing more to take;And so the Company are closed,-What do you have than empty pouch?
England
Bow to the Queen!Bow to the Princess!To the place where they live!Englands' flowers of all best!The wind is cold, and raining snow;Treasures are di'monds, silver and gold;The land was blessed, wonderfulness,-Of all the rest-England,...What a place to live-
Enough
Ouch!That was hurtSo painfulYou squeeze my heartI give it to youWith gladnessBut you throw it awayBeaten so hardWhat do you want?I suffered so muchAlways following youBut you always runHow do you know love?A game?Food?Or trash that you can throw?By the wayI'm already drainI give upAnd that's enough
Evelyn
Since the beginning, you are so uniqueI was impressed by your love and kindnessYou guided me 'til I am who I am nowYou have taught me all goodAnd so I am thankful to GodEvelyn,... what a beautiful name!Joy to my heart and memories I could cherishMy inspirationWhen I see you cry, I feel sorrowI could feel the way how you feelI'm glad to see you happyAnd my world is brighterYou are my admirationYou are my lifeI wish that everybody will be like youTo spread the kind of love that you haveAnd the world will be like youEvelyn...
Everyday
Everyday--I am waiting;Everyday---But I'm waiting for nothing;But this day--My special day!I received a card from you!--Oh, how I wish that,-Everyday is my birthday.
Everynight
Everynight--I always dream of you;Everynight--I always think of you;Looking at your photographs--Kissing-- and hugging;Everynight---And everynight--I love you even more.
For You
I would like to love youLike the way you love meIf I could only give youAll the love in the worldI willBut we are not the sameAnd I hope that you feelWhat I feel for youSo deep as a soulI love youNo matter what happenI'll keep my love for youWhatever waves comesI'll keep this aliveFor youYou made my life completeYou gave me everythingSo you deserve my loveIt's for youForever...
Freedom
Life is wonderful!Full of questions and expectationsSometimes up, sometimes downComplete and uncompleteIt is what is writtenThat all of us have freedomIn everything we doAs nobody are affectedWhat the heck?!...Accomplishment will me yoursUninstinctivelyWill be given for freeSometimes, through all the freedomsNothing is happeningOnly sufferingAnd painTruly, that freedom is not the answerTo all of the questionsAnd wondersBut ourselves...
From, Ana, With Love I
why it is so hard to live without you?even when I hear your voiceon a telephone call--even when I read your letteror e-mails--and even when I look at your picturesit's all the same--'cause I could only be happywhen you're herebeside me--I miss you so much!...my loveplease don't forgetthat I'm herewaiting for you--just rememberthat I will always love youuntil the end of our time--
From, Ana, With Love II
I cried in happiness with your words--'cause I could feel your loveso deeply--and I promisethat I will treasure thisuntil I am alive--I'll be waitinguntil such time you come homeso I could feel your loveonce again--so long my lovetake care of yourselfand fill your heartwith gladness--and I'll tell youthat my love will always be thereuntil the end of forever
From, Ana, With Love III
I feel so hurtand wasn't able to stop myself from cryingwhile I'm holding your letter--I never expected that you will changedand will say goodbye to our relationship--I couldn't realize, why?'cause I've loved you so much--oh please forgive me that I've loved you!hope you change your mind--things will be so different nowbut I still love youno matter what
From, Ana, With Love IV
I was surprised!...that after you've said goodbyeyou still keep in touch--I know you still love meand that you couldn't forgetour happy moments--don't you worryI could still survive'cause I believe in faith--I knowthis pain will not last'cause tomorrow, it might be you again--go on my lovefeel free to do what you wantand I'll be fine--God will help us, as you've saidand that this is not the end'cause after allwe might be together again--with our new and more powerful love
From, Ana, With Love V
I praised God you've changed!...He leads you to me.nownothingness is gleefulthan I am--He granted my prayers.and so it's you!my lifeand my destiny--Thank you!...I feel that I'm whole againbecause of you
From, Darius, With Love I
it's not easy for me to tell youwhat I feel upon reading your letter--I couldn't control my eyes to cry,imagining that you're beside meand your words really touch my heart--to feel the love that I have for youand I hope you're doing fine--in my daily lifethere was no time I couldn't remember youreading your letter every timethat's why I'm inspired--at nightI'm still reading your letter--trying to realize I'm with youuntil I'm asleep'cause that's how you affect me--so I'm sending you my lovewith all my heart
From, Darius, With Love II
as you became part of meI don't want to loose youbut it's time for me to change--I have realized thatI will not be completeif I continue this relationship--but I'm not asking you to gowe're still friendsand I hope you understand--surely that I will cherishall o'r wonderful momentsyou are a wonderful personwhom I have known for so long--may God bless you, alwaysand I wish youall the love in the world--this is a very difficult part'cause I have loved youbut I promise, thatI will always be with you in my heart
From, Darius, With Love III
the day I put an end to our relationshipI was so afraid--I don't know what I feelif I'll be happy, or sad--tears keep on flowing down my cheekstaking all my strength and power--at night I'm so worriedthinking of what's happening to youand how hard it is for you to accept'cause I know it was painful--but then, this will not lastwe will still be togetherif we really are destined for each other--God will be the one to do the moveand help us---I know this is not the endbut is the beginning of what we've started--to love, and to be lovedand I hope you're fine--just keeping in touch
From, Darius, With Love IV
at last!...our love became more meaningful--that after so many yearsof struggling difficultieswe really meant for each other--we've learned thingsthat made our love more stronger--thanks God, it's you!the person whom is for mehonest, sincere, and faithful--now, no matter what happenI love you'til death do us part
God's Recipe II
Through the beat of His handsWith the divine spirits, and,Power of souls---We feel love.He gave us the ""Hub""That was full of passion,And feelings.He cause this to beat,And circulate blood,And flex our lips, to speak;To say the words of wisdom.What a kind of recipe?God have given us,-Our heart, that full of love,And made us all in-loved.
God's Recipe III
When God know I'm existing,Prepared one thing for me;He makes sure that I'll like it,Combined everything with gladness;And when He thinks it's time,He'll serve this to me as fortune;Added with some beauty,And kindness, and affection;And that is why I'm lucky,I have you now with me;So truly that God's recipe,-Is more than enough for me.
Goodbye
Three years agoI had a friendWe've been so closeHappy togetherWe promised to stayTogether, foreverBut he becomes unfaithfulDestroyed everythingI talk to himJust to explainAnd so I decideI have to say goodbye...
Great Warriors of Love
Oh come o' great-great warrior;Take me where I belong;Let's fight, before we lie--I never need this crown;If'n Palace there's no love;Much better me to die--Suf'ring will not be mine;If I live my throne behind;Bless by the "King", above--Bless be thy love so great;Bless thee and me at once;Thy love inside, ruled,-More than a crown--O' come o' great-great warrior;Take my heart to thee;Fight for thy love;For me--
Happy Birthday Brother
For everything you have nowI'm so happy!For every plans you madeI wish you luck!For this special momentYou deserves the best!"Happy Birthday Brother!"
Happy Birthday Father
I could remember when I'm still youngYou have proven your love to meYou showed how good father you areSo it's the time for me to return thisEven in this simple impressionJust to say that I care for youYou are a great father for me"Happy Birthday!"
Happy Birthday Mother
I still remember the things you taught meYour songs, hummings and storiesI could never forget everythingMost of all, your birthdayI love you..."Happy Birthday!"
Happy Birthday Sister
Seems like yesterday we're still playingSharing jokes and experiencesBut now we're far from each otherBut still, I could remember youEspecially this day, your special day!I hope you're happy, andMany more happiness to come...You are a nice sisterI miss you..."Happy Birthday!"
Happy Birthday!
Just to let you knowYou are rememberedNot only by me aloneBut all the peopleWhom you lovedYou've been so wonderful"Happy Birthday!"
I Forgive You
Please take my handI forgive youForget the pastYour fears behindSo I am hereAccepting youBelieving youAnd I love youI know for sureWhat's in your heartI've seen your eyesI've felt your loveDon't be afraidDon't be so sadI forgive youPlease take my hands
I Love You II
Truly that-- it's hard to find-someone whom you love. But,it isn't hard to love someone-even there's no love---That's why I'm lucky,I have found you!I love you--You are the hardest thing-that ever happened to me.
I Love You III
When my world was dark,you gave me lights.When my home was silent,you made it so lively.When I was so sad,you put smile on my face,-and when my coffee's cold,you keep it warm.Oh how lucky I am!you're always there to help me.I love you--No one could take you-away from me.
I Love You IV
I wann be so popular,for you to see my pictures.I wanna be a singer,for you to hear my voice,-and for you to admire me,like the way I feel for you,that I wanted you to know.I love you--If you only knew.
I Love You V
Since I've known you,I was so afraid.I don't know why?In my heart's just now.Since we became friends,I always think of you.In my heart,I could feel you.My love, I know it's you,I've waited for so long.Now that I found you,My loneliness are gone.I love you--I'm afraid to loose you.
I Promise
I promise, I won't leave you;I promise, I won't make you cry;I promise, I won't find someone else;I promise, I will be yours forever;And I promise, --I'll keep my mouth shut!Hope you promise me too.
I Will Follow Thy Love
If I die,I want to be a dove;As a symbol of my love,To thee-I will fly, freely;On the nature's breath,-And find thee-I will spread my wings,So that, thee could see me;And when I find thee,I'll give the same love;And be together, again,As a symbol of love-
I'll Paint All
Today...I bought all the thingsthat I need to paint you--your face that I admiredyour lips that I have kissedand your smiles that makes me glee.I'll paint our loveI'll paint our dreamsI'll paint our passionand tenderness--I'll paint our bedwhere we're so sweetI'll paint our weddingand weeding rings--I'll sing our pieceand give you rosesand I'll paint everythinguntil you realizethat I love you--...please don't go--
I'm Guilty
Sorrows live in my heartSadness is the giftWhere all this begun?One momentHappiness was seenIn my lipsAnd blink of my eyesBut suddenly it becomes darkBlank!YesterdayThere are all hereTodayThey are goneI couldn't believe why this is happeningI can't breath sometimes upon seeing themTheir facesTheir smellI'm guiltyAnd sometimes I couldn't understand themWhy?
I'm Sorry
Can't look at youI am so badI was ashamedI got you madI am so sorryI made you cryHope you forgive mePlease help me standAfter allOf my mistakesI am confusedOf who I amAll of my tearsFell on the groundBut not enoughFor what I've doneFor now onI'll keep in mindThat love is allGod is the sign
I'm Tired
Yesterday,I was full of strengthMy world was focused in what I'm doingI act so quickly seems young at ageAnd lately I was into a heavy firePerpiringFeeling warmIn so much heat that I have feltI put myself intoA tub full of waterI then was calm and comfortableThe heat I felt fledIn my eyesIn my earsThere it goesSuddenly,I felt so coldSoon in the afternoonI have no more strengthI'm tired
I'm Trying
Midnight...I'mStillAwakeAndPonderingInThisFour-corneredRoomI'mStaringTryingToBeHappyButStillHeavy-hearted
In Heaven
Take me my loveBring me where youn areI'm not afraidYou are my loveSooner they will seeEveryone will knowThat our love is realIn heaven...In "There" there's no more tearsIn "There" there's no more problemsIn "There" there's no more fightsBut love until the end...I'm sure, we will be happyWe could make things all rightWe could share everything togetherIn Heaven...
In Our Meeting Place
Do you know the time when you leave?I couldn't sleep while thinking of you.I'm so excited to see you again---I could feel my heart's beating so fast,And here it comes-- we will meet again--I'm so worried that--- maybe,--This will be the last time I could see you.I always think that--- maybe,--Much better if we never meet again--So, there's no more happy moments,That would kill me, and my love---Where are you?-- I'm alone here!Waiting for you to arrive--- looking--And enjoying myself rotating the chairs,And, always glancing at the elevators,And thinking that--- maybe,--You are caught in a traffic jam.Can't remember where we've decided to meet?But my heart says here-- where I'm seated--In our meeting place.
It's Meaning
Dogs are barking, barking-barking;Wind is blowing, blowing-blowing;Just like my heart, beating-beating;Saying I love you, love you-love you,-I could do everything, for you-
Jealousy
Before, you use to uplift me.Happy that we're together,in an area, where--we're both happy.But suddenly you've changed.When I was given task, and,You're the first one who-reacted--- why?I taught you will support me;I taught you will be helping me;As we are friends, and brother.But now, you're avoiding me.Oh, you're hurting me!With your words, and jealousy.But I'm not afraid, not angry.You're still my friend.I know, this is a lesson,an act, or a scene,-and we're the characters--What a drama?...
Judy's Birth
On the 7th of August, Judy was bornYear 1975, when she was heard cryingSooner the time, as she grown-upShe was so cute, and pretty.Later on, she was so silentShe's wondering, feeling the worldShe was so passionate, and creative tooAnd satisfied, to all she've got.Once in her life, she cried deeplyShe've given birth, to a dead bodyBut then she fights, for all the summons""It's not the end"" - her words and saying.She took it all, gathered her painsRedied herself, for every challengeHer words are powerful, more than a stoneAnd shared her feelings, to everyone.All her emotions, and all her loveAre written on the paper, and read by allAnd wonderfully,--that her birth,Is a birth of a poet--
Judy's Hand I
There are many of us who loves you;Because, the person like you-deserves to be loved, and treasured.Because, you are the real picture,and real symbol of love, that,in o'r hearts will last-for a lifetime.
Just Thought Of You Tonight
I wish to bring back the pastand do the same things as beforeto feel your warm lips and embraceand sleep with you all night--I want to feel your lovelike the way we do togetherduring the night that was coldand silent...and sweet--I'm still thinking what happenedall I know is I love youeventhough I could still feel the painof loosing you in my life--I am so sorry I made you cryit is none of my intentionall I know is I'm giving you the bestbut not--I'm sorry,...I just thought of you tonight--
Just To Say "Hi!"
It's my birthday!Do you remember?--I could still remember you,-Specially this day--My special day!Just a simple "hi!"I wish you'll come and say;Just like yesterday,-When I'm with you--You are kissing me;Whisp'ring to my ears,-And saying "I love you"Oh, how nice!'Could feel it tenderly!And--- how are you?Just to say "hi!"It's my birthday!...
KLM's Flight 808 - 13 November 2001
I was flattered!I was surprised!For the first timeI felt at homeKLM's staff are so incredible!With their smiles and friendly eyesReally are professionalsOnly few of passengersAre recognizing this kind of thingThey don't know how to appreciateOther people's wonderful jobBut then I hope that they could seeOur fellows work and make them happyThis kind of poem is an eye openerFor us to feel "Love and Harmony"All things are wonderfulWe have to be thankful...
Lady Of My Dreams
(Dedicated to Miss Dona Worley of England)
To a lady, who's beauty is foreverMy love, which is only in my dreamsI am gleeful, for thy love is preserved;To thy man, who taught, thy heart to beat,And flex, thy lips to happinessDona is thy name;In my heart will be kept;And in my memories,Will be as fresh as flowers;As my love to thee,Is forever, will be preserved
Laundry Machine
standing besides the doorlooking at the machinewhile the laundry's tumblingcould imagine how hard it isfor the clotches to become cleanjust like you and meto the eyes of other peoplewe're struggling difficultiesbut we know each other for so longthat even how many tumblings will happenwe could still go onas we love each otherand that's it!we have to follow the waves of lifeand in a sooner timewe will reach the endand we'll never experience problems againjust like laundry machine...
Life At Sea
In the middle of the ocean--where joy is only a part of the gloomfreezing...thingking...looking for nothing but waves"I want to be there!..."but what can you do?you have to wait for the time--What day is it now?you don't know...you forgot...you wanted to be with your family--but you can'treading newspapers, watching televisionand conversing with your colleages--ha!...that's not enough!...at night you couldn't sleepbecause you are afraidand frightened of the weather--that's life at sea!"you're in the middle of nowhere..."
Life Must Go On
In every wound there are tearsIn every pleasure there are smilesAnd to live is to perspire--Things have dif'rent colorsShapes, movements and characteristics.There are hots and colds, and moderate--To gain is to think twiceTo continue all of the desiresFor ourselves, for our familiesAnd for our future--Life is given only onceWe live only onceAnd we could make this perfect--There are dangersThere are sufferingsBut life must go onJust follow the zig-zags--And soon, things will be beautiful--
Little One
Little one- little oneWhere 'you going little one?Do you know the way you're going to?'You think your future's over there?Where 'you going?Do you know?...
Love
IsNotTheFoodThatWeEatAndAlcoholThatWeDrinkIt'sTheSpiritThatLivesInsideOurHeart
Love Letter I
my loveI'll be leaving you for a momentto give you time to thinkif you love me--after allI will not blame you for your decisionif you'll be happyI'll be fine--it's your freedom to think for yourselfso you'll be surethat your loveis for me--I'll be waiting'til you realize that you need meand that you could accept meto be in your life--and to tell you the truththere's nothing else in my dreamsbut only youand I hope you feel the same
Miss Kim Ensing
(To a lady who seems so strict but is friendly and a very good leader)
Kingdom of love--Impress my onlyMiss Kim EnsingLet her heart--be bless with loveTouch her eyes--to see me shiningAnd feel my love--that never endingWhat a beautiful lady!Miss Kim Ensing
My Inspiration
Before, I us to think I hate youSeems like you doesn't care about meYou have favoritismYou doesn't appreciate my workBut others' areYou're hurting me...You're hurting me so badOh, I hate you!Hate you so much!But I couldn'tEverytime I look at youI see something inside youWhich I don't know what?It does force me to love youAfter all, you become my inspirationMaybe because..."You're my parents"
My Marvellous Oeuvre
What a wonderful achievement!All within my handsThat those awaited momentsConjuring., now is mine!Just like "Masterpiece"Framed and representedIn an impeccable fashionWhich is truly astoundingNone a soul is gleefulThan a grey-haired than I amThat the "Deity" bequested memy "Marvellous Oeuvre""A heart of gold"Born "Benevolent"That my "Virtuous Genealogy"Aesthetically is risingI was bright!I could espy myselfThat my marvellous oeuvreIs nothingness... but you
My Mistakes
I couldn't imagine why?I tend to ignore things you are giving meI never taught that I'll need this one dayI never knew things happened only onceI'm looking back to your memoriesThat you are right and I am wrongTrying to insist things only for myselfI'm a selfish!...But I found out somethingThat what I've done wrong is also goodBecause I've learned from my mistakesAnd I'll never do this againThat life isn't always good'coz you'll never know what is bad--
My New Year's Friend
Here I am againCalling my old friendWe've met beforeMany years agoOnce in a blue moonIf we meetEventhough we're farStill, we could rememberThat we are friendsForever...Here I am againCalling him, meeting himI hope it's not too lateBecause I'm leavingI'll miss him againHello!How are you my friend?Remember?...Happy New Year!
My Purpose
I've got friendsI found them helplessUncompleteI keep them warmPut smile on their facesI helped themI gave them allMy pot was emptiedBut still not enoughWhen they bloomThey leave me, exposedBut I have no regretsThat someday they will realizeAll the wonderful things I've doneThat I once became their friendThat could stand aloneWith the smile on my faceAnd willingness to help them againUntil I am aliveSo help me God!
My World
oh here i am againstaring at a distancevery unhappy...feeling badcan't help myself but feel sorryto leave my family...and friendsno holidays...no christmasesand no new yearsbut i know someday, somehowthese fellings will be gonei'm going to be busy again!working...to earn moneyit's going to be quick!that after few yearsi'll be on the plane againi'll go home to my familyand see my friendsat last!...i will never feel the same againi'm going to be happy!God...help me!...
New Found Friend
Since the beginning, I feel nauseatingI feel like vomiting, to see you walkingMy blood is seething, just like eruptingThat's why I hate you, I don't like you.I'm always crawling, and always shoutingSaid you're disgusting, and so embarrasingBut still you're cool, and so I'm bristlingI want to kill you, but not my liking.But suddenly, it's unexpectedThat you I hated, could make me saveBlood you donated, treated my sicknessOh, I'm so sorry, am I forgived?Now that I found you, oh real friendI'm glad to help you, please trust me tooI'll be so happy, to see you thenThank you so much! My new found friend.
Norstar
On December 19, 2001The last wave have been madeTo a "Love Boat" NORSTARThe Star of the NorthWhere Heidi and husband metVery "Nostalgic!"P&O's strongestAffectionate shipJuly 01... "Her" last sailingSo hard to pace and leave "Her"But it's time for the last glanceShe's leaving...Can't imagine that after 27 yearsShe'll be given to another's handItaly!What will be "Her" new name?NORSTAR...the wonderful shipAn inspirationA poetry of loveAnd a beautiful creation
Norstar (The Song)
Since the very startI've never realizedThat I could sail with you in the oceanIn there I could feelThe love inside youThe happines, the hardwork everydayBut suddenly you were goneYou're given to another's handNorstarYou're my memoriesI hope that I could sail with you againNorstarYou made my dreams come trueI promise that I'll be with youHere in my heart...
Now or Never
Am I wrong to love you?I never said I didbut I willI'm trying too if this is righteventhough it's hardand painfulSomeday I'll find the right answerto all of my questions about you and meif you are the right one or not
One Night Alone
Everyday I am busy at workmaking fun with my colleagesenjoying my job andinteractions with our customersand making money out of my overtimesThe day is easily passing throughI use to forget the timebecause of my dutiesI'm always happy ang smilingand tired, and sleepyBut one night I feel alonebecause I miss you
One Thing More
I know -- It's too long for you to waitBut please be patientSooner -- You'll have what you wantBut I never promiseAs I'm observing you one more thingAnd if I see this to you todayMaybe --I'll give you my love tomorrow
Our Love Story I
When we see each other for the very first timeWe feel the magic of love, so deeply and strongHow passionate we are, so tender and and sweetSeems no one's above us, our love is so deepWe tried our best to keep our loveWe promised each other we'd never be apartOur love and affections are dif'rent oneBut soon as the time, these were all goneBoth of us cried when we both leaveOur feelings was hurt, bitterness insideOur tears met on paper, created a good storySo difficult but true, this is everlastingAfter the sad moment,our love lives againThat this becomes my power, inspired me when I'm sadI could never forget that love,kept inside my heartThank you for the story, I'm glad that I've loved you
Our Love Story II
We met in a school while waiting for taxiIn a smile and question we become friendsAfter few phone calls we become loversAnd we live together in a roofAfter a week, we have fightsMisunderstandings and jealousyBut love is there that we can't seeWe love each other so much as TheeAfter few months, there it goesFinancial problems, jobs and etc.So we decide, we work abroadBut separately in dif'rent countriesOur contract becomes longer thanThe times when we're togetherToo many doubts and negative thoughtsBut love is there, so we could waitToo many challenges there in our livesBut doesn't affects us, our relationshipWe're still together standing with loveWith our story that no one could have
Own Decision
Sometimes it's hard to sailif there are two rivers to sail to.You'll never know which river to choose'coz you have to anticipate thingseither good or bad--What's over there, do you know?You'll never know this thing unless you try--"Try and try until you succeed.." they sayBut I hope you know what you're doingfor yourself--
Pablo met Evelyn
Pablo Saplaco Bugarin,a hardworking man;Son of a farmer,of a great-great father--During his school days,his life seems so fun!Admirations of all,truly is-- so handsome.He is not that talented,but he's an active man;and his wonderful smiles,are the shaky-shaky one.The time he saw Evelyn,his heart beated so fast;he's sure he;s in-loved,'til he--got'r response.Oh how lucky they are--ideal man and woman;as their passionate story's,-more than Shakespears In Love.
Perfect Lovers (Diners)
You seems so sweet when I look at youfacing each other while eatingwith the toss of red wine and good foodI could imagine how you love each otherand for sure, you are blessed
Photographs
I'll bring these photographs of youin my heavenly sleep--in the Paradise called EdenI'll put these to add sight--so I could always rememberour love that never last,until you come to meand you will never cry again
Please Do Love Me
Please do love me,Do love me only;Take out my pain,Pain of a broken heart;I'm on my knees,Kneeling down to you;Please do love me,Do love me only.
Red Anthurium
memories of you keeps me awake at nightlooking at our old photographs togetherkeep on glancing into the gardenwhere the red anthuriums are--can't imagine why you are gone?you fade away like a wind blowi never know what i've doneyou never told me even once--but i am glad you are happyhope you find your real onesomeday, somehow, i'll find mine tooand we will both be blessed with love--...as time goes byall the flowers in the gardenwill soon be dry as my tearsand its' memory will be my impulseto remember the love that we've shared--you have loved me onceand that once is foreverlike the memories of the red anthurium
Red Eyes
'This what you want?Jailed in a room?At a very young age,-You're in a dungeon?How 'bout your dreams?Have you got one?--Could you fulfil this?I don't think so!--Poor boy!--What have you done?Why you're afflicted,Of dangerous crime?Look at you now?You've got the red eyes!The cause of drugs,-Crueled your life--
Rice
It'sAGrainAGoldenGrainPlantedInTheFieldsIt'sSoBeautifulToSeeAndFoodForEverybody
Senior Jose Gago Miguens
(Dedicated to Senior Jose Gago Miguens of Alicia, Spain)
Senior Jose Gago MiguensYour life is full, of beaut'ful senseYou've worked hard early, until this timeOh grey-haired-man, outstanding one.Your family, have admired youAs perfect father, to all of themYou've given all, all what you canThey were so happy, to have you then.What's life at sea, have you informed them?Your hardwork every--night and day?Car'ying the tray, and cleaning toiletsBut still smilling, and always happy.Even at night, you feel so tiredYou think your fam'ly, and satisfied'Could make you smile, before you sleepThankful to God, you called in heaven.As P&O's steward, all of your lifeYour dedications, are the strongest oneBut then it's time, for you to quitAnd be with your fam'ly, most of your time.
September The 11th
(Based to the actual tragedy in United States of America year 2001)
On September the eleventhone loud blast have been heardfollowed by another "BOOM!"there, the tragic begun--What a... World Trade CenterNew York, New YorkUnited State'ssecond largest tragedy--"We are hi-jacked!"a call from a ladyher last moment to her husbandand family--And soon..."WAR" have been declaredto fight for the "Devil"to stop the kind of tragic"God Bless America!..." Too many people diedtoo many heroestoo many families criedfor peace--
Sign Of My Love
Do you know what is this?This is the sign of my love.You never know that, isn't it?Well, I'm here to tell you this againthat I love you, more than you ever knowYou see?...I still have your gift!I love it!And I don't wanna loose it, like you--Again...this is the sign of my love--For you...Got it?
Silent Gratitude
Once when you honour meonce when you appreciate thingsonce, even if I give you somethingas you always wanted me to become trustworthy"Think of your future" you said"Plan your emergencies" you addedand you slap me once when I depend myselfbecause in that thing I'm happyHow many times I tried to impress yougiving you things more than what you expectbut I never heard anything, but commentsand you never know what I feelBut one time i know you're happythe time when you're in a real emergencythe time when you doesn't know what to doand so I came, and helped youI could see it in your eyeseven if it's flooded with tearswith your smile, I know what you meanand you know what I feel--
Still
Tears are dried by the windStill you are nothingStill dreaming that you would come backWill all the happiest momentsTo bring back our loveBut you become invisibleYou left me alone with painAnd your words are so untrueYou said...You doesn't want this to happen anymoreThat you love me, and I accepted youBut where are you now?You just taught me how to loveAnd leave me alone with nothingHow would you consider my love?Have you prayed me to experience this?The same pain like yours?...But I forgive youAnd I still hold on to my promiseThat I love you, 'til the end of time...
That's Why I'm Saying
Sometimes...There are things that you wantBut cannot be yours...Something you hate to othersAre the things you don't haveAnd the things you cannot do...Do not think of something difficultThis will keep in your mind 'til the end...If insects can destroy things for humansDue to the needs...Human can destroy earthDue to the needs...Much better if you and your love oneHave dif'rent attitudes, becauseYou will learn from each otherAnd will live happy ever after...
The Captain of The Ship
(Dedicated to retired Captain Bert Visser of Netherlands)
"Good evening, ladies and gentlemen!This is Captain Visser speaking;Welcome onboard to Norsun!--The ship is now secured for sea,-And we're about to leave the berthThank you, and hope you enjoy your voyage!"---What a balanced voice!Mister -- Captain of the ship...Everytime we sail,You really made us safe;In the middle of the North Sea,Where waves are strongly felt;Forward! astern! and neutral!Your orders before we leave;And in a scheduled time,-Go sailing-sailing-sailing!...Oh Captain, our Captain!To you we are amazed--Your voice is our power,-The best Captain we've ever met.
The Cause
Stop it!I'm tiredWith all the sufferingsCan't do it anymoreCould you do it?If I will be you?That in every single dayInsultedYes I am smallNo enough wealthBut was full of loveAnd kindnessNot just like youYour heart is a stoneYour body is steelNo feelingsBut look at you nowIt all comes back to youAnd so you are sufferingCause of everything you've done
The Gift
In a small box it was presentedSealed with the touch of lipsAnd given with embraceSurprisingly when openedDazzling to seeHeart softener when handedVisible are tearsHappiness is kissAnd certainly a hugThat's what gift could bringTo a person whom are lovedAnd see the joyous feelings
The Lost Words
I could tell that I like youthat my heartbeat is yourshow I wish you're besides mebut other than that, I don't knowYou are my dreamsyou are my hopeyour face, your smileand your scent, truly amazing!But I don't know how to tell you thiswhat's inside my heart, that...I'm sorry, I don't know
The Magic
Before, I use to dream of loveHow will I handle this?And I don't know the answerBut in just one blink of my eyesThere it goes!It's unexpected!But suddenly I'm wrongI taught it was, but notFor the very first time I criedBecause of loveI don't know what I feelThere's force coming out inside my heartI never know whatThen again in another scenariosThe smiles, the handshakesIt's all the same, just like routineBut finally, somebody asked me questionAnd the above said happened at the same timeThere it beginsThe magic...
The Old Time Passion
Anytime today I could dieNobody else I love but youNothing in my heart so trueEverything I could give to youThat my world will be yours, andTomorrow will be a beautiful dayEverything will be okayHear me my love, so sweetAnything else would you like?My love belongs to youI'll keep my promise tooLeast all I can do, andTomorrow will not be blueOnly if I loose youNothing else I could do
The Politicians And The Headlines
It was so fast when they say itUnbelievable things to seeTorrid and breahtakingExaggerated all the storiesHere you are, good observere!?Sometimes afraid, sometimes excitedYour faces are in dif'rent shapesYou said doesn't matter, it's good updatesWhen it comes back, you can't move againYour arrowhead eyes pointed to targetLis'ning like Dumbo but ant is the headWaiting for nothing and sleeping in bedHow good are you in lis'ning to headlines?While you're so blind, no actions doneLook around you and seek for yourselfPeople does need you, you must understand
Time Could Tell Us Time
Staring at the clockcounting all the tik-taksdoesn't matter the timejust to think of you--In every move of its' handlittle by littlecould ease up my lonelinessand soon...we'll be together againon our special dayand special moments--
Time Will Come, We'll See Each Other Again
Evereywhere I go, I could see youDeep inside my heart, I miss youWanting you besides me, alwaysAnywhere you are, please take careRemember that I love you, I'm just hereDon't change, as I do...Time will come, we'll see each other againUnexpectedly, God will decideMaking all things happenedPlease pray for usAnytime today, this might happenLet see, just let it beAnything's posible, we'll seeNothing is above love, only Thee
To A Brave Brother
Don't be sad my poor brotherdark mysteries will soon be fadeif it's today a thousand wavestomorrow this will all be vanished--Not all the time are always gloomythere still have joy and ecstacyI know that you could still go onbecause you're brave as our father--Eventhough you're far awaydoing the hardwork over the seawe always pray to our "Deity"to make you safe and free from worry--In such good time you will agreethat life is wonderful as "Thee"experience are such historyas much as good as you and me--"Joyful-joyful where are you?Please hlp my brother make him gleebrighten his day as always merrywe miss him too, please help us Thee--"
True Friendship
(Dedicated to Lonnie Wilder of Texas)
I have a friendLives in AmericaHis name is LonnieLonnie Wilder--We haven't metSince we know each otherThrough computerInternet--We chatWe e-mail each otherWe send cardsTo say, Hi!--But then at leastWe communicateWith simple, Hi!We're satisfied--We're just like thatBut we are friendsForever--
Ultimatum of Love
Look at me in the eyes deeplyFace the truth and tell meWhat's in your heart?...Do you love me or not?I am offering you myselfDoing all the best that I canBut you keep on ignoring meWhy do you have to say you love mewhile you don't?Don't let my heart cry;Please set me free!...Set your heart free--Oh, this is wrongWe can never be oneSo we have to chooseNow or never?...
Under A Quicksilver Moon
For His responseTo all my prayersSo here I amYesterdayIt's just a dreamAsking questionsSo many timesMy dreams come trueMy light shinesNo more questionsI was surprisedBefore I askedWhat will I be?Where will I go?And who am I?But now I'm here, full of smileI know who I am..."The Answer" is..."Under a Quicksilver Moon"
Untitled
raindrops stop fallingstill you are nothing--sun's disappearingand sky's turning greystill you are nothing--our song's now fadingwe use to dance beforebut still you are nothing--it's already eveningand everybody's sleepingstill you are nothing--candle light's retiringand food's already coldstill you are nothing--I don't know what to do anymore?now's time to sleep--I wish...tomorrow when I wake-upyou are therebeside me
Valentine's Day
Days are passing through;The world will soon be bright,And love will be all over again,-As a special day coming;For sweethearts, lovers and friends-Romantic dinner, for two;Or engagements, weddings,And anniversaries are recalled;Looking at each other, kissing:What a lovely day!February the 14th,-Valentine's Day!
Venue of God in Heaven
I know God, You're calling me;Whispr'ng my purpose, in my ears;That You are not, giving up;To lead me on, to Your Venue-Eventhough, it's hard for me;To know my purpose, I will try;To find Your venue, You'll leading me-Although temptations are so strong;That I could do, commit a sin;I'm still aware of You my Lord;Don't let me loose You, from Your hold-Someday I know, I will see You;On Your own venue, in my dreams;To You my soul I'll give it free;My heart, my spirit and my body-From evil God, please set me free;On my own venue, I'll keep You glee-
Water
Life isn't completewithout the walk of lifeOne of the reason why we live--It does produce foodand drink when we're thirstthe rain, sea, ocean and lakeare rare addition to earths' beauty--Pearl, fishes, corals and weedsand other natural wealth can be found--Water, the walk of lifesilent, still and calm--
What Else For New Year?
(A letter from Ms Annette Hamilton of Scotland)
I Attended a school Christmas concertwhich was excellentI got good presents, a black rain jackettrousers, toiletries and sweets-The meal we had was lovely tooand we helped Tom and Hayleydid the starter and puddingIan and Anne, the main course.Ian's family have had stomach upsetsbut Mum and myself are alrightToday, I shopped for foodfor our New Year dinnerI'm spending it quietly with my Mum.My brother and his wifeare going out to friends, andmy other brother is going tohis mother in laws for a mealI took a photograph especially to send youbut I made a mistake with the spooland once again, I have no pictures
What Was Happened To You Lately?
was it an imperfection to love somebody?I never heard anything from you--you never even care about meand you never even ask me about anything--what was happened to you lately?shall I consider your love as a dream?now is the time for us to separateand how do you feel about it?it is none of your fault--I've just learned to love myselfand found someone else--I've learned not to feel so indespairand that what was happened to you latelyhelps me a lot to learn more about love--and even you and me.it is not an imperfection to love somebodyas long as you understand each otherand even yourself--please, take care of your love'cause I do
When I Close My Eyes
When I close my eyesI will not be able to see you againI will not be able to feel youI will be gone...Hold my hand and feel my loveThe beat is yours and yours foreverDon't let your tears fall in my handI need your words, deep in your heartOh how I love you, I love you so muchMy feelings are full of teardropsI don't know why we'll be apartAnd sooner, I will be in sandPlease pray for me my loveKeep me in your memoriesDon't let this fade awayJust think of me when you're sadWhen I open my eyes, I want to seeYour face, your smile when I'm with TheeJust look at the sky, andI'll be there, looking at you...
When Judy Have Met Dennis
In one of the fastfood chain,where Judy is connected,--she has too many suitors.They always give her gifts,of roses, choc'lates, and candies--and so as Teddy bears.All of them are handsome,so tall and dark in color;but only one is dif'rent,and his- name is Dennis.Sooner as the time,When she's ready for'r response;all of them are happy,-who's the lucky one?And when she looked at them,Dennis was not around;as he is not so sure,That she'll give him a chance.But said...""It's not the looks I'm looking,'coz you're the one I love...""
You Are My Strength
After so many years of waitingI don't know if I could still do thisI'm jealous of othersHaving their love ones with themWhen we are still togetherI'm so happyBut now I'm notWithout youI'm wondering why?What you're doing there?Why you ask questions?What is happening?How many years more will I wait?I'm tiredI'm sadI'm aloneI don't know waht to do anymoreHope you could help meI need youYou are my strength
You Made Me
Flashback!Reappearing all the powers of recallGrief-stricken...Terrified...Is that who you are?You enlighten me evolve into gameBut out of the blue, not indeed!Who are you really?A "Jester?"A "Riddle?"A "Spectacle?"Your mind seems "Everything"Your words are "Redolent"Your eyes are "Flickering"But your life is "Gloomy"How can it be?I believed in youYou made meHow can it be?Please tell me...
A Lovely Day
i'm trying to count the trees while walking down the road i've seen diff'rent flowers beautifully arranged in the garden i've seen butterflies, bees and even ducks kwacking on the pond with blooming lilies and swan catching aroanas-- the other way around, i've seen chickens open wings and dancing like valerinas tip-toes and marching in a squad ... i laugh with my own imaginations-- and suddenly, i saw you, and you saw me-- so i've learned to sing and dance like chickens and speak out the whisper of my heart-- i feel like ducks kwacking on the pond blooming lilies and swan catching aroanas and give you a valerina dance then touch your hands and say 'i love you'-- what a lovely-jobly day!
I Have Dreamed Of You Again Last Night
i have dreamed of you again last night—
i have seen your face and your smile—
I smiled… because you really are so special—
dancing in the wind, wearing a long gown,
and offering me to dance—
i feel like floating in the sky—
picking up the stars as i glitter—
in that fantastic night, my day is bright.
i love you… will you marry me tonight?
I’ll Remember You Again, Tomorrow
i dance with you and you teach me how to dance
i close my eyes and feel like i'm in heaven
i could feel the blowing of the wind and the music of the night
...i'm falling into you—
let me feel your hands so softly and so tenderly
let me smell your perfume so tinglingly
i feel like i'm complete, so intense!
... and i don't want to stop dancing—
i dance with you and you kiss me
you hold me close, sentimentaly
i look at you and you smiled
...i'm so rapturous!—
now... i'm ready to sleep
the blowing of the wind's getting cold
the sound of the night's getting dull
goodnight my love, i'll remember you again, tomorrow—
Because I Love You I
I told you this before
and I'll tell you this again
that my feelings are true
that I love you—
eventhough you abhor me
kick me out of your door
or put me into grinder
I still love you—
nobody can control me
eventhough they are great
eventhough
because I love you—
This Night Is Going To Be Lovely Night
this night is going to be a lovely night
as our lips and body will meet
with the mixing of hot and cold
milk and sugar—
this night is going to be a lovely night
as we're going to sleep together
for the very first time
and for the rest of our lives—
this night, my love—
join me and share this hot and lovely night—
Nene
Nene, when she was still young
Her dream is to become a nurse
But as they live in poverty
She used to sell her body—
Her father is a farmer
And her mother is a laundry washer
They live in a small house
That was made of woods and cartons—
How many hands and body
Have used and abused her?
But it’s her kind of duty
To help her family—
But suddenly one day
She was found drowned on the river
Not breathing and dead—
Oh poor-poor Nene
Her dreams was not fulfilled
In this world that is unfair—
But maybe now she’s happy
In heaven where she used to be.
God’s Recipe I
Thanks to our Father
Who made us all and gathered
I this world that was full of matters
He loves us all as brothers.
He made the world so perfect
With the sun and moon above
He scattered the stars and planets
And dashed the salt at sea.
He sprayed the world of wind blows
Designed with rains and rainbows
And float it in glorious heavens
In hot, and cold condition.
The world… oh seems so green
With dazzling plants and trees
Mountains, falls and rivers
And birds, and foods, and fishes.
Truly that we’re lucky
He gave all these for free
He made sure all His recipe’s
Enough for everybody.
Tearjerker Movie
Classic movies makes me cry
It does remind me of you and I
That blasting passions kills my heart
“I want to die”… the touching line—
Our love story’s still in my mind
I love you still even you lied
Before you left, you’ve said, “Don’t cry”
“I love you so much, until I die…”
I feel like I’m the one who’s acting
In this tearjerker movie that I am watching
I couldn’t breathe my heart is aching
I’m all alone because you’re nothing—
My love please tell me not to cry
Now that you’ve left me alone, was I?
The man you’ve chosen to snivel, why?
And so I’m here, who’ve got tears on my eyes—
Oh, I am so ashamed, so I am pretending
That I am sleeping, so I’m yawning
Covering my face while wiping my tears
What a tearjerker movie… of you and me—
A Poet In Love
& he gave her a flower—
& chocolates, & cookies
& muffins, & jewelries…
& he made her a poem—
of his love, & feelings
& emotions, & passions…
& he gave her an artwork—
like paintings, & cards
& dried leaves, & petals…
& he said to her i love you—
i care for you, & i’m willing to wait
& i’m willing to understand you…
& he made her special—
& flattered, and happy
& in love…
like him
a poet in love—
I have Already Seen My Death
i’ve already seen my death—
i’ve been to bars,
and drink too much,
because of the problem i don’t know—
while going home,
an accident happened—
i was thrown out of the car
because of the force,
when the driver made his move to stop,
and avoid banging to other cars—
… i’ve never seen the driver anymore—
because while trying to open my eyes,
what i’ve seen was.. trucks!
Ready to crush my head—
and that is the last things i see—
my death…
You’ve Touched My Life
You’ve touched my life—
For the very first time we’ve met
You’ve kissed me and I don’t know what I’ve felt
You’ve made me special.
You’ve made me smile
And you’ve made me the happiest man in the world—
How can I ever repay you? …
You’ve deleted my fears, my loneliness and pains—
You’ve made me new—
Like shining stars and flying birds.
You’ve made me cry—
You’ve made me happy and I thanked you.
Thank you for loving me—
Thank you for being there when I’m alone—
Thank you for everything—
Thank you for sharing with me part of your life—
Thank you for appearing in my dreams, and to my death—
Forever …, for-ever, my love.
Tell HIM To Change Me When You’re Gone
I am deep, indeed! …
Not that easy to cry on your vision--
… I’m a clown? …
I can hide all my feelings,
Pretending to be brave, but not--
… I can buy happiness in a nick of time.
But honestly, this is who I am …
A deep and brave clown, I am not!
… But, a man crying on, while you’re hissing goodbye--
Bless you, my dear,
Give me your hands and I’ll give you my tears.
Bring this in heaven with you, … and show it to God—
… Please tell Him to change me when you’re gone.
Let Me Love You
Let me love you, my dear
I’m sure I love you—
I’m not sleeping - I’m awake!
You drive me extremely.
Let me love you, my darling
Let me be your partner for life.
I would love to have you
Always here by my side--
Let me love you so tenderly,
With all my heart and sincerity,
With all my honesty and care,
I swear, I love you—
Le me love you…
And let me be your every thing.
The Best Thing That Ever Happened To Me
I may be crazy for leaving you and giving you up
I am weak and I don’t know how to fight for your love
In this world that was full of temptations and jokes
Standing alone now and thinking of you—
If you could only see my eyes this time
Flames of tears and booed you wouldn’t know
Only when you feel a stub right into your heart
And a last glance to your love—
I think I am so selfish for not considering your reasons
I am so jealous of the things you’ve done, but once
I’ve made all things difficult in which you couldn’t understand
And that’s because, that’s how I care and I love you—
Mahal, papaano na ako ngayong wala ka na?
(What will happen to me now that you are gone, my love?)
Shall I consider you now as one of my bad dreams?
Nor, do I need to return the time and meet you halfway?
Just like we’ve never met before? …
If this is just a dream, I don’t want to wake up!
I still want to see the moments when we are still together
Because it is the best thing that ever happened to me.
Our Long Journey
Do we have to keep things like this? …
that we both don’t understand each other?
and that everything is unsolved?
just because of a simple mistake? …
Why not feel the surrounding? …
and hear the sound of our heartbeats
and look far … as much as we can reach
to the place , where we both belong--
Come on, let’s go! …
get in and start the car--
let us leave the past
and proceed to our long journey.
Poetic Night
this poetic night
to the dance of a seductive moon
and glittering of the stars
i almost forget that i’m alone--
thinking’ of you.
Getting Into A Deep Sleep
close eyes listening to music
aiding loneliness—
wishing, dreaming and lying
to be with you—
pillows, bed and blanket
my instruments to sleep—
hissing ……….
can’t get you out of my head—
The Old Eden
in an old garden
one man and woman standing--
rainforest so green
trees full of fruits
and perfumed flowers—
can’t imagine heaven
and the serpent with an apple
coloured red, temptations
changes all in a bite—
Paradise Road
walking with sound in every step
looking not far from the field of flowers
green grass and colourful surroundings
blue sky and deep dark water with lilies
singing birds and flying butterflies
dragonflies, clouds and stones on the road
… of paradise—
The Room
… three more steps before i enter
i could see the beautiful painting
hanging on the wall—
green, violet and sky blue curtain
and rag, waiting for me to step on—
my key is in my pocket
it’s too easy for me to get it—
i know when i enter
i will feel at home and relax
… ready to change—
just a switch on, to light you up
and my world of memories will be recalled—
just a switch off, to make it dark
and my world of dreams will begin—
… before i sleep.
Embrace Me Once Again
Embrace me my love
while the night’s still cold
while the minute’s still ours
and while there’s no goodbyes—
Kiss me my love
while the day’s still warm
while there’s still love
both in our hearts—
Sooner …
when goodbye comes
the night, and the day
will never be the same anymore—
Goodbye World
… before the sun smiles in the morning
wake me up to say goodbye to my love ones—
before I close my eyes, let them see my smile.
… before the moon will sleep in the evening
I hope that everything’s okay—
And the last drops of tears are already crystals.
… and let me say goodbye to you.
Come, Come To Me, My Love
to the sound of the waves
while dreaming beside the shore
and staring at the endless sea
i’m thinkin’ of you—
so long, so far, so hard
i couldn’t sleep at night
i couldn’t see you I my dreams
i’m missing you so much—
come, come to me, my love
share with me this lonely night
let us bring our memories back
and love me again—
come, come to me, my love.
Come, Sing With Me, My Love
I would like to sing you a song
that will split the wind and tell you
this whisper of my love—
allowing all the twittering birds
to sing with me and rejoice
as you are the voice of my spirit—
come, come to me, my love—
hear my voice and twittering birds
and sing with me—
forever, forever …
I will keep you safe and warm.
Then I will Love You
I will always be with you whenever you’re alone
I will find the right ways to listen to your heart
I will erase all your memories and make you new
Then, I will love you—
Boy Ambitious
Before …
You used to think
And dream of your future—
You wanted to fly
And reach your goals—
You did everything
To become successful,
And you made it happened—
You are on your first step
But you still aim for more
And you’ve created things, such as your wings to fly—
But this is not strong enough to keep you sane—
So you fell down and suffered—
Not only your dreams
And wings have crashed,
But also your senses—
You have realized
What you’ve done—
And so you
Cried--

LOVE WAS MADE OF

I use to creep all the time to see my adorable Jenny I use to court her but she likes Mark more than me Mark is one of our neighbors and a known drug addict He’s always involved with some fights and rumbles But certainly, he’s a very good-looking man And no wonder why Jenny likes him He belongs to the “Rich and Famous Family.” One time, I saw them two together It seems to me that they are having an argument And that Mark slapped her once While she’s trying to say something Then again, a job on her stomach In which caused her pains And blood on her nose. I feel hurt seeing her in pain But I couldn’t help her I just keep myself hide So they couldn’t see me creep. Then I’ve lost them on my sight for a moment But I still keep on looking and observing Until I’ve seen them again Already lying on bed, making love And Jenny was the one on top. I look down and close my window As I feel jealous. Suddenly, I’ve heard a gun shot So, I’ve opened my window again and look But I have seen nothing Their windows are closed Covered with curtains. But as I’m bothered with the gunshot I’ve tried calling Jenny’s phone number And nobody have answered Then I started to worry about her. I tried calling her number again for few more times But still nobody’s answering the phone. I’m so worried and don’t know what I really feel Until such time my phone rungs And I’ve answered this immediately. It was Jenny, --crying, and feared As she have killed Mark And she doesn’t know what to do. I was also feared knowing this But I was also concern about her And so I came and helped her. I helped her make everything clean and clear. We have putted Mark’s body inside the wooden box We have found it in their old garage Then wiped Mark’s left blood on the floor Using my own bare hands Then inserted him inside the compartment Of their car and drive, and both speechless. Until we’ve reached the place In where, no people were around And found a deep hole With our voice echoing while we talk And there we chute Mark’s body And leave without looking back. Week have past, Mark’s parents begun looking for him Nobody knows where he is… and so do Jenny and me They have reported it with the Police And did some investigations and searches And been also to the forest where we’ve thrown him But still couldn’t find anything The deep hole were now covered with wild plants and grasses And became the place for bats. It has been a year Jenny and I have just kept it to our selves Our nightmares And we are now living together in a roof With our newborn son, Marcus.

Evelyn

Since the beginning, you are so unique
I was impressed by your love and kindness
You guided me 'til I am who I am now
You have taught me all goodAnd so
I am thankful to God

Evelyn, ... what a beautiful name!
Joy to my heart and memories I could cherish
My inspiration

When I see you cry, I feel sorrow
I could feel the way how you feel
I'm glad to see you happyAnd my world is brighter
You are my admiration
You are my life

I wish that everybody will be like you
To spread the kind of love that you have
And the world will be like youEvelyn...

OVERJOYED

F or all the friends I've known,
R aces I have met,
A ngels I have drawn,
N otes I have sung,
C ontest I have joined,
I ntrigues I have encountered,
S till sorrow is within me--

C an't imagine how far I am
A spiring for someone special
S eeking for true love
T hinking of what to doI can't stop it!...
L ying within myself
L ying to you...but honestly
O verjoyed, because I have found you.

I'LL WAKE-UP MR. SHAKESPEARE AND TELL HIM MY STORY

Wake-up, Mr. Shakespeare, come alive!... There were more inspired people who wish to read your poems-- So blooming, dramatic and extraordinary.
Can I dig you up and tell you my story?I guess you wanted to listen and includemy life story in your writings-- So others will be more inspired about me.
What the heck, I have never met you before! Should you can write my story,What kind of story will it be?... Am I happy, worried, feared or successful?
Wake-up, Mr. Shakespeare, come alive! Tell us more about your thoughts that were buried on earth and not been saved to computers-- Wake-up, Mr. Shakespeare, come alive! ... and come alive with me--

Love Was Made Of

I use to creep all the time to see my adorable Jenny I use to court her but she likes Mark more than me Mark is one of our neighbors and a known drug addict He’s always involved with some fights and rumbles But certainly, he’s a very good-looking man And no wonder why Jenny likes him He belongs to the “Rich and Famous Family.”
One time, I saw them two together It seems to me that they are having an argument And that Mark slapped her once While she’s trying to say something Then again, a job on her stomach In which caused her pains And blood on her nose.
I feel hurt seeing her in pain But I couldn’t help her I just keep myself hide So they couldn’t see me creep.
Then I’ve lost them on my sight for a moment But I still keep on looking and observing Until I’ve seen them again Already lying on bed, making love And Jenny was the one on top.
I look down and close my window As I feel jealous.
Suddenly, I’ve heard a gun shot So, I’ve opened my window again and look But I have seen nothing Their windows are closed Covered with curtains.
But as I’m bothered with the gun shot I’ve tried calling Jenny’s phone number And nobody have answered Then I started to worry about her.
I tried calling her number again for few more times But still nobody’s answering the phone.
I’m so worried and don’t know what I really feel Until such time my phone rungs And I’ve answered this immediately.
It was Jenny, --crying, and feared As she have killed Mark And she doesn’t know what to do.
I was also feared knowing this But I was also concern about her And so I came and helped her.
I helped her make everything clean and clear.
We have putted Mark’s body inside the wooden box We have found it in their old garage Then wiped Mark’s left blood on the floor Using my own bare hands Then inserted him inside the compartment Of their car and drive, and both speechless.
Until we’ve reached the place In where, no people were around And found a deep hole With our voice echoing while we talk And there we chute Mark’s body And leave without looking back.
Week have past, Mark’s parents begun looking for him Nobody knows where he is… and so do Jenny and me They have reported it with the Police And did some investigations and searches And been also to the forest where we’ve thrown him But still couldn’t find anything The deep hole were now covered with wild plants and grasses And became the place for bats.
It has been a year Jenny and I have just kept it to our selves Our nightmares And we are now living together in a roof With our new born son, Marcus.

The Day When My Grandmother Died

...the day when my grandmother died she said to me, "I like your song. Could you sing this for me when I die? I've seen you the things I've wished I could be when I was young. Could you sing this once again?" Then she held my hands and added "Congratulations!" and she've given me the perfect smile that I couldn't forget. Then I saw my mother. Standing in the corner of the room with flaming tears in her eyes, and bleeding wounds in her heart as she've lost her mother. "Mother, I love you" I said to her and she cried more. Her tears formed as crystals before they fell down and broke like salt on the ground. "I'm so proud of you, son" she said to me. "Could you, please, sing me this song also when I die? I've seen you the things I wished I could be when I was young. Could you, please, sing me the song once again? Before I finally say goodbye to my mother?" she added. I cried, and cried, and cried, while singing to her my song. "Father, why are you crying?" asked my son. "Nothing, son" I responded. "It's just a song of our hearts. Soon, I might request you to sing me this song, and you will know what it is"...